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it feels so weird to wake up and realise,
“hey there’s no syfoc training today.”
instead,
i woke up with my mother shouting
“EH 几点了?!吃饭啦!”
(what time already?! go eat lunch lah!)
her voice is more effective than my 2 alarm clocks.
i woke up at 1.30pm today.
not to be blamed though, i slept at 3am please.
like i always say,
as a pig, i need 10 hours of sleep.
I ACHEIVED THAT WOOHOO!
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but on a serious note,
i really don’t mind waking up early in the morning to travel to yiochukang and meet my beloved platoonmates
and then walking into hq together,
fixing the rifle sling/bayonet on the rifle (i still suck at it wth)
running in and out of singapore indoor stadium before and after each rehearsal.
training our rifle drills outside in the sun (i swear i was cursing sir jim like mad when he made us hormat and didn’t want to rusok us back)
it was an experience i will really miss.
if only there was another chance.
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the only thing i can do right now is to finish my holiday homework (YES IT’S HOLIDAY HW WTF)
no more ncc hq events any sooner.
D:
never mind.
NCC DAY ON TUESDAY!
can’t wait can’t wait
:D:D
ps. monday there’s cca after school. i hope they will not tell us the thing i’m dreading to hear.
SYFOC 2008 (screams)
it officially ended today.
D:
being in the NCC guard-of-honour contingent with the other schools had really been an honour to me.
all the past few trainings at hq and at the indoor stadium had not beem wasted.
WE DID A VERY GOOD JOB GIRLS (!)
everyone in the contingent was damn cool.
i like the way we are all so helpful to one and another
and our mamms and sir jim (sister LOL) were super super nice.
i like the way they crack jokes with us and kept motivating us to work harder,
especially mamm xiaowei.
yay.
best thing was,
everyone was telling us we did a wonderful job yesterday and today.
so proud of us.
NCC GOH GIRLS CONTINGENT FOR THE WIN!
it’s (may be) the last time we can march together already.
sigh so sad.
*****
damn, i wonder when i can touch the rifles again.
OH BY THE WAY, GOOD NEWS.
i’m not scared of the bayonet anymore! hahahahah.
right, that was stupid, but whatever i’m so glad i overcame my fear yay.
*****
PICTURES!
(i will try to get the pictures of us in no 1 ASAP.)

the 7 of us and hooichoo!

YAY KELLY!
like what she said,
we are very fated
i first met her at campfeast (autobots 2!) last year , though we didn’t talk a lot at that time D:
then i saw her at orienteering competition.
LOL didn’t talk, just smiled.
good enough cos i didn’t thought that she would remember me.
then this year spec course same platoon again (alpha 1!)
we got to know each other better this time round,
especially during the last day’s SAF talk LOL.
kelly : (stretches out hand) eh, no matter what happens, we are still friends okay.
during the interviews,
it made me so emo,
both kelly and kendrick were my good friends during the course and it just didn’t felt nice to fight for the award with them.
somemore the sirs made it sound so bad. gah.
i still haven’t got over this incident D:
and now, SYFOC ![]()
we marched side by side somemore.
kelly was really funny and lame at the same time.
especially yesterday, she knew i was damn full and cannot eat lunch,
then she passed me one packet of food and went “NA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCELIN!”
i stunned.
kelly : eh don’t miss me ah.
gah i will miss her D:
hopefully we’ll see each other again during other ncc events.

kelly and AJ (with sophy in the background, SPOT HER LOL)
spec course alpha 1
they are freaking sweet lah.
i was at yck cheers and i heard aj calling “JOYCE! JOYCE!”
then i went out and they gave me a bar of chocolate.
“HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY”
awwwwwww it was so nice of them!
kelly : you like cadbury chocolate, i remember
give me a million reasons why one shouldn’t adore kelly.

it’s still lying on my bed right now.
maybe i’ll sleep and roll in it later.
right, just kidding don’t worry.
ANYWAY
people kept asking me and shirleen about the silver wings badge.
cos apparently we were the only 2 who got it
cool right.
person a : hey what is this ah? the top badge.
me : silver wings.
person b : wah how you get one ah?
me: uh, i went to a course. some air proficiency course.
then got one girl super joker.
girl : eh what’s that bird one ah?
HAHAHAHAH.

okay i’m just posting this for the sake of posting.
just thought that they looked super pretty here
(ahem, you-know-who, in case you read my blog,
the left one’s vale, right one’s feei,
so which one you talking about the other time? LOL)
OKAY IT’S 3 IN THE MORNING RIGHT NOW I BETTER GO SLEEP EVEN THOUGH I’M NOT TIRED AT ALL COS MY MOTHER AND GRANNY (WTF) JUST OPENED MY ROOM DOOR. SCARED THE HELL OUT OF ME.
SYFOC NCC GOH 2008, HELL YA!
tired.
bad title for a post on my birthday.
but i have really been damn shagged after all those endless rehearsals.
:/
ANYWAY TODAY WAS SYFOC PREVIEW !
we did a good job girls GOH!
everybody kept telling us that
YAYYYYYYYYYYYY.
*****
alvin : at first there was two groups
you all wearing the pants de
then got one more wearing the skirt de
then we say the pants confirm not you all de
cos from our angle
they all look SUPER BLACK
so we concluded they were banglahs
or malays
LOL
me : WALAU WE VERY BLACK MEH
sorry if the comments sounded racist.
rv people are like that.
although i’m perfectly alright with other races
I SWEAR (!)
our contingent’s malay girls are so freaking funny (OMG FF ALERT!)
****
right, i shall be frank here (nothing to hide anyway zz)
truthfully i thought that the rgs girls were rather snobbish on the first few trainings (okay maybe not yujia, cos i knew her beforehand) .
and their voices are :O ,
undescribable.
but as days go by,
i realised they are not that bad after all ! yay.
at least they replied me when i talk to them
(they ignored me on the first day wtf)
and they were really helpful hahahah
THANKS, especially those standing nearing me
*****
anyway today was a rather embarassing birthday for me,
but gah don’t care.
THANK YOU NCC GOH CONTINGENT HAHAHA.
and everyone that wished me happy birthday today. and yesterday
yay thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks.

okay i’m sad that i don’t have alot of pictures with me today.
I WILL GET OUR PLATOON PHOTOS FROM STAFF JANICE TMRW.
AND PROBABLY MAMM XIAOWEI.
we have the nicest mamms and sirs ever
bye i’m bloody tired.
yay us!
nice prank
i just hope i would see some holy thing descend upon me and tell me all the info i got today are fake.
****
i like syfoc practices even if it means waking up damn early to travel to ncc hq,
even if it means risking my face during rusoksenjata (i scared the bayonet poke my face. LATER DISFIGURE HOW?!),
cos i can miss bloody lessons and school! YAY
seriously i’m in no mood to study.
i don’t even know what the heck is coordinate geometry.
and i’m supposed to do chinese letter writing on ROMANCE OF THE THREE KINGDOMS NOW (!!)
chinese teachers like to give shit homework.
we’re supposed to write a letter to A CHARACTER IN THE BOOK/THE AUTHOR OF THE BOOK.
please, they’re already dead.
zzz
anyway, i can’t wait for tomorrow.
*changing class seating arrangement tomorrow. I BETTER BE SITTING SOMEWHERE GOOD.
lastly, i’m going to meet my beloved 6 other platoonmates
aww valerie’s not here!
NEVER MIND I GOT INDIVIDUAL SHOT.
yay valerie!
*****
damn, i’m so sleepy already.
maybe i should just heck that stupid letterwriting shit.
should i? D:
everything i did wasn’t just deceiving
leaving for chiangmai in god-knows-how-many hours.
(i leaving my house at 4am, go count if are really bored.)
aye, the song MAYBE by secondhand serenade is so beautiful
*****
my periods must be coming.
still feeling very moody, and i realised i can’t stop argueing with my mother every now and then.
BAD SIGN.
must bring one whole packet of p
ads to chiangmai with me already :X
*****
060608-SYFOC TRAINING #2
fun, as usual.
but i hate the fact that i have to wake up so early,
and the fact that my eyes were swollen after i woke up.
i looked like a hag.
anyway, i finally know how to fasten the rifle sling on the rifle yay.
my hormat drill still suck though.
and god knows how i cut my finger with the rifle while practicing :/
qianhui : O.O EH!!!
me: what?
qianhui: (started twisting my rifle to show me the rifle sling)
me : (stunned. why is she showing me the rust on the rifle sling?)
qianhui : WHERE YOU CUT YOURSELF?! (started moving my hand around)
me: huh i got cut ah? OH THAT IS BLOOD? OH MY GOD.
thank god it was a small cut.
no need send to hospital ![]()
like some unlucky girl who went the other training, head got poked by bayonnet :/
all the girls in the contigent officially doesn’t like ____.
like i said to some people before,
being power hungry makes me super disgusted.
some people can’t even sedia properly or hold the rifle properly tsk.
at first i thought she was a part b,
then never mind,
rifle very heavy i understand.
then i stare at her arm.
she’s a second sergeant.
okay never mind never mind.
rank is just a piece of cloth.
some even more pro.
much halfway can switch arms to hold rifle one.
BAGUS.
sir nazir damn funny.
he remembered me from that bloodily screwed yet memorable interview and while i was falling in,
he went up to me and started waving his fingers right in front of my face.
stunned.
and i said “hi sir.”
should have said good morning.
great.
*****
after lunch at hq (!) we went to amk hub as usual ![]()
okay actually we only went once.
went mos (as usual) just that this time we occupied the SMOKING AREA seats.
tsk.
ANYWAY, LET ME SHOW YOU ALL MY PRETTY PLATOONMATES.
(not all are here though :X)

shirleen xie pixie, she must be thinking of her latest obsession.

feei. apparently things are getting interesting ![]()
if you know what i mean.
i doubt you do.

liqin. she’s trying to act glam.
usually she don’t cover her mouth when she laughs

shuwei. the blur blur but blur until very cute one

qianhui. our very own jolin tsai.
I CAN’T WAIT TO SEE THE NEW ROD DANCE

so funny, when i checked my blog stats,
i see so many people search for my platoon mates names on wordpress and ended up to my blog.
come my blog can see pictures of them,
good right?

right, what was qianhui doing with my hand?
never mind, i like.
i’m a lesbo ![]()
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

a bunch of people wearing no4 looking at EARRINGS.
cool.

RVSYFOC GIRLS.
(where’s vale? D:)
*****
zzz my mum is constantly screaming from the living room to ask me to eat dinner.
bloody hell.
i will be missing in action for 6 days.
REMEMBER TO WAIT FOR ME.
i’ll come back with pictures of little happy children
syfoc training number one
i like the fact that i’m kept busy.
cos when i’m a busy person,
#1 i don’t have a reason to stay at home to slack and eat.
#2 i know i’m doing something meaningful.
#3 i won’t get fat cos i don’t eat .
#4 i won’t think too much and turns suicidal.
#5 i seem pro.
****
had our first syf opening ceremony training today
and we were one of the latest group of people to reach.
(or maybe we were the latest)
not bad not bad,
we get to march with m16 rifles WITH BAYONET (!)
in case you don’t know,
it looks like the one at the top

but that makes the whole weapon super dangerous.
feei’s fingers got cut by it and there was this girl in our contigent who got cut at the back of her head and got sent to the hospital.
freaky.
matching with rifle is damn tiring okay.
somemore my hand can’t grab the whole pistol grip.
stupid small hands i have.
i can forsee more tiring trainings ahead.
GO G-O-H CONTIGENT !
rgs girls are damn nan ren
******
OKAY MY IRRITATING MOTHER IS FORCING ME TO GO FOR DINNER NOW.
goodnight.




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