chocolate cookies coffee cake

I don’t think I can ever finish my chinese homework.
Let’s see,

4 essays, 2 letters, 2 paper 2 (with 1 cloze passage and 4 comprehensions each) to be completed by TOMORROW.

 

How to finish you tell me. Sigh

 

I still gotta prepare my no.3 uniform tomorrow for NCC Day~

I got the honour of reading the NCC Day message to the school tomorrow

 

*I really dont know what to type already. I think doing all those chinese has killed my brain cells.

 

Whatever. Byebye.

Doubt I’d be online later on.

Anything just call me.

ang ang ang

I need to be a superwoman and do my english video review, 4 chinese exam papers and some other things (hehehehe secret!) simultaneously.

 

Bye!

happy birthday joycelin! heal the world~

My birthday is on the same day as Michael Jackson’s death anniversary.

 

Well, here’s a song from MJ which I like a lot.
Mr Chan taight the entire 3J this song during music lesson.

Enjoy.

 

HEAL THE WORLD – MICHAEL JACKSON

There’s A Place In
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place Could
Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow
And If You Really Try
You’ll Find There’s No Need
To Cry
In This Place You’ll Feel
There’s No Hurt Or Sorrow

There Are Ways
To Get There
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better Place…

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

If You Want To Know Why
There’s A Love That
Cannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares For
Joyful Giving
If We Try
We Shall See
In This Bliss
We Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And
Start Living

Then It Feels That Always
Love’s Enough For
Us Growing
So Make A Better World
Make A Better World…

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

And The Dream We Were
Conceived In
Will Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once Believed In
Will Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep
Strangling Life
Wound This Earth
Crucify Its Soul
Though It’s Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God’s Glow

We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die
In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My Brothers
Create A World With
No Fear
Together We’ll Cry
Happy Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their Swords
Into Plowshares

We Could Really Get There
If You Cared Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
To Make A Better Place…

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me

 

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Sigh why my birthday post so sad one -.-

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Anyway!

TODAY’S MY BIRTHDAY WOOHOOO I’M 16 AND I FEEL OLD! :O

Thanks to every single one who either smsed, im-ed me on MSN or wished me happy birthday in person!!

Really made my day!! WOOOHOOO~

My day today was spent with:

1. Liqin in the morning at Vivo’s starbucks where we talked quite abit and she gave me like, THE BEST PRESENT I COULD EVER ASK FOR

HAHAHAHA no lah no lah Liqin, I was kidding (you know what I’m talking about~) BUT ANYWAY THANKS FOR THE SCRAPBOOK!
I’m really very touched.
Just that never cry only.

2. Xinmun and Gayle at Gayle’s hometown, HOLLAND V.
Ate lunch, talked, walked around Holland V and ate ice cream at Cold Rock!
Woohoooo it was a treat! THANK YOU TWO~~

That time I ate it in Aussie was better though, I think cos the weather there was a lot less cooler.
I brought it back to the hostel it still didn’t melt o.o

But the one I ate today, once I got it from the man, it melted :/

3. People who couldn’t think of a name but chose this one aka my ACE camp group mates.
Hahahaha we had meeting at Midpoint Orchard (which was really hard to find btw), which was kinda SAD cos it’s my birthday! :O

But it’s alright since meeting was quite funny! And Clement (Wee)’s magic trick is a scam really.

Though I thought it was cool initially.

Oh and VERON! I LIKE YOUR GIFT~~ THANK YOU HAHAHAHA.
I was reading what you wrote and kept smiling to myself on the MRT train -.-

Oh oh and Pris! Thanks for that gift too!
Don’t be too stressed out with everything okay~~ The order of the people who couldn’t think of a name but chose this one will be supporting you always!
4. My parents! For a really late dinner outside.
Omg felt really bad for making them wait like super duper long~
But at least we had the dinner.

Yesterday I felt worst when I told them I cannot go for the dinner :/
ALRIGHT AND MY BIRTHDAY ENDED LIKE THIS!
A happy journey starts like that~

 

Didn’t really take many pictures except for those with Liqin! But I don’t think I’ll post them up cos I’m tiredddddddd.

 

Alright goodnight world.

Tomorrow will be a long day again. (Shoots I don’t have time to do homework at all.)

and you lost all sense of control

21 Guns – Green Day

Do you know what’s worth fighting for
When it’s not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You’re in ruins…

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

When you’re at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn’t pass
Nothing’s ever built to last
You’re in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it’s time to live and let die
And you can’t get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You’re in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

 

*****

Actually I don’t exactly get the song, doesn’t relate to the current feelings of mine right now.

But it sounds like a perfect piece of song for me to emo to.

Just like Boulevard of Broken Dreams~ “I walk a lonely road~”
Sigh.

each day’s a gift, not a given right

Confession to make :

I didn’t go to the chalet in the end. 
Cos I only wanted to go chalet for the BBQ since it was kinda late when I met up with Gayle.
And this brilliant piece of news came to us while we were at Kallang already : BBQ CANCELLED.

-.-

So we decided to just runaway to Changi Airport and have dinner.

 

Lame right LOL.

 

But whatever, we settled for Popeye’s at T3 and talked about our life as usual
After dinner we decided to head down to Bugis to shop for a while since there’s really nothing to do at the airport except to see people waving happily through the glass panel cos their friends/family are back.

Maybe they are carrying the H1N1 virus back too~
*****

Sigh my holidays are burnt.

My homework is in a total mess.

My birdday’s in a day can’t believe I’m turning 16!

SO OLD ALREADY ZOMGGGGGGGG.

 

Oh man can someone please tell me chem test is not on the first week of school?

AND BULLSHIT, NCC DAY PARADE IN SCHOOL IS GONNA BE CANCELLED D:

Best birthday present ever huh.

my best friend gave me the best advice

I feel like an anti-social loser right now cos I chose to stay at home finishing up my homework instead of joining my class at class chalet

But anyway I’m going for the BBQ tomorrow since I already paid for it.

 
Well as I was saying I was doing my homework and I came across this sentence in my Chinese comprehension passage

“不难发现，现代学生在面临选择的时候，有些因不知其后果而盲目选择；有些则不愿意面对后果而害怕选择。”

 (It’s not difficult to see that students nowadays either choose without knowing the consequences or don’t choose because they are afraid of the consequences.)

 

I think I belong to the “don’t choose” category.

I’m actually really a coward who doesn’t dare to take any risks.
There was this personality test which I took that told me that my innate self confidence was broken and I don’t even know if it’s true for myself or not.

 

Ah never mind, I want to cut my hair.

I like that refreshed feeling whenever I get out of the hairdresser’s.

Stupid rain go away.

 

*****

Was at the SAVING GAIA website at CNA just now and I came across this!

 

Karang Guni goes E!

Cool right, everything so high-tech now.

Karang Guni Uncles no longer walks round HDB blocks pressing the horn and shouting “Karang guni~ mai radio dian si gi~”  (Okay actually I cannot recall the exact words but that’s what I always hear when I was still 5).

Then I remember my mum will always scare me by saying “You better behave yourself otherwise I ask the karang guni come up and sell you away!”

 

Okay I gotta go back to doing my chinese (zomg).
Everyone please start using twitter~

It’s really not okay

In case you are a laggerbag and still passing on the CNA link around your friends asking them to vote for “EXTEND SCHOOL HOLIDAYS!”,

I’m really sorry but to tell you that it’s not going to happen!

 

HOHOHOHO  C’MON LET’S CHIONG HOMEWORK EVERYONE!

 

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Anyway, today was picnic with Delta at Hort Park~!

Though Liqin and Feei didn’t go D: but well we still had fun eating, basking under the sun playing Game of LIFE and taking pictures!

After taking ictures today I’m convinced that I need a haircut very very soon. Perhaps tomorrow.
Really cannot stand thick ends.

I havent gotten the photos from Shirleen and Shereen YET (anyway none of the photos I took today looked presentable -.-)

The only pictures I can post now are pictures of my Gay family in LIFE.
I’m really proud of them you know~

Come come I show you!

 

 

Cute gay family in green car queueing up to get onto that bridge~

 

Yay twins~~ Boys of course!

(omg I feel really gay right now. It’s like how everyone’s crazing over flower boys.)

They survived the car accident,

but drowned themselves when they went fishing! :O

 

*****

What the heck.

 

Anyway caught the movie Drag me to hell with Delta after that!
 

Great movie that’s worth catching like seriously!!

It’s been long since a horror movie actually SCARED me and kept me holding my breath and grabbing my bag.

The Ganush woman was freaky lah what the hell.
I get freaked out whenever she appears (though I would laugh at myself after that).
Although it gets funny when I realised how she always aimed the main lead’s mouth and started vomitting disgusting things inside or stuck half an arm inside.

HAHAHAHA.

The movie is really SCARILY FUNNY.

The ending was kinda unexpected for me actually: I THOUGHT IT’D BE A HAPPY ENDING WHERE SHE WOULDN’T DIE! ):

The sound effects were a blast man (pun intended).
Like OMG, sometimes they get so loud that I really felt like covering my ears like what the characters were doing.
And there was this once it got so bad that I could feel the cinema shaking :/

Ahhh whatever it is, IF YOU HAVEN’T WATCHED THIS YET, GO WATCH IT!

 

Wah I miss the feeling of getting freaked out man. The most recent horror movies I watched before this were The Uninvited and Coming soon, and they made me slouched in my seats, which was bad :/
Though I must admit (embarassingly) some cheap scares caught me off-guard zzz.

 

*****

10 Random thoughts

1. Guess what, I feel like changing my blogskin again.

2. I gotta start on my homework.

3. I want my hair, CUT!

4. I need to finish reading Memoirs of a Geisha. I’m taking forever.

5. I think I may extort some money from my mum since my birthday’s coming.

6. Oh my birthday’s coming! *winks*

7. I’m stepping down real soon ):

8. Not only in one CCA, but TWO. DAMN.

9. I really gotta start doing my homework. My lazy bug must be gotten rid off after the June Holidays!

10. What makes me happy? What makes YOU happy?

for our champions

Their cake was made at Icing room at JP~

 

This spells, SharliCharlie IMBA!

 

Champions of our heart!

I wrote the DELTA <3 U!!
Nice right

LOL what the hell, I just realised that’s all the pictures I have to post.M

Anyway, my dearest Part Cs,

You all have did very well and all of us are really proud of you all for clinching the awards back!

As for those whom think that they did not do as well, please get over it soon~ Cos I know no matter what we say it won’t help you feel better.
I’ve experienced this feeling before and I know the best person to get rid away this kind of  “You’re a lousy piece of shit” feeling is YOURSELF.

Just know that whatever rank or award you get during the course doesn’t exactly determine who you are.

It’s a form of recognition for your hardwork, yes. But after all it’s only a 4 day course.

Compressing all your 3 years effort into 4 days only is not an easy task at all.

So please don’t feel demoralised, cos we (ex)specialists [SIGH] know better

Oh god, I think I’ll prolly bore everyone out if I continue typing these words for my Part Cs.

I really got tons of advice and things to say to them.

I think I’ll prolly type a letter like what Ma’am Shuyun did for us last time. She super imba, 1 whole page of letter, font size 7 or something. HAHAHAH.

Last year’s ROD was right before my interact installation. So I stayed back in school for installation prep after ROD.
Still remember I was opening up my ROD gifts and letters from the seniors at the back of LT4 and tearing while I read through their letters.

Despite seeing all the sad posts my platoon mates have posted on their blogs about stepping down, I told myself not to do so as I really want to end off my NCC life in secondary school on a happy note.
But I guess it’s  not that easy huh.

ACE! – Pictures!

HI THE MUCH AWAITED PICTURES ARE HERE.

Much thanks to Yuko the photographer and my beloved camera~
This post will be spammed with photos, to compensate for my previous few wordy and grandmother posts (as Veron calls it).

 

 Click to enlarge.

One of the icebreaker games whereby we have to form this caterpillar chain and we have to go round making the chain longer, like the handphone SNAKE game.

The person behind will guide the blindfolded in front to whack the other caterpillar chains~

Oh and remember the record breaking largest human caterpillar chained heart shape? It’s formed this way!

HEY THAT’S ME!

Not my group, but I just thought that this picture looks nice~

This was the drawing with mouth game!

Three-legged blindfold walk with the ‘blindcane’!

 

 
HAH I KNEW GAVIN WAS AT THE KAYA STATION!

 

 

Look at how red the syrup drinks are! God.

 

Great shot Yuko

Our first set of signatures came from our school’s badminton guys who so happened to be there too! LOL.

 

Youngest supporter ever!~

 

ACE FTW!

 

Community Boccia! This is the game which I’m lazy to explain.
 

 

 

LOL Clement damn hot.

 

This picture is freaking gross, but hilarious at the same time~
The guy with Z-cup boobs is Paris Hilton by the way.

 
LOL what the hell, they were supposed to dance vigorously and see which of their costumes last.

 

We tried taking jumpshots with my camera for more than 10 times and failed.

Yuko took only once -.-
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Lots of camwhoring pictures ahead.
BEWARE. (seriously)

The following series of photos are named : BORED IN BED.
 

 

I love this picture lah~~ HAHAHAHA.

 

 

 

Epic fail ten continous shots.

HAHAHAHAH there are still many more pictures of Veron and I which are not for your eyes~

 

Many pictures taken after campfire cannot be uploaded due to poor quality X:
Apparently all those people using my camera didn’t know how to take pictures without shaking their hands.

Yay bottle game!

Reminds me of Nat camp~~ Group 7! ):

 

YAY BEST FLAG AND GROUP NAME EVER.

 

 

 

Hafiszah!

 

Salimah!

 

She complained that my interact tee was small on her -.-
It’s not okay~ Just that it’s shorter on her only :/

 RV picture!
Me, Nicole, Xuqin and Veron!

Decipher the code please~~

 

This reminds me of the good ol Chiang Mai times~
Sigh I don’t think I’ll ever go back there again ): *runs to one corner and emo*

 

 YAYYYYY~~

Nice picture to end off this post

ACE!- Day 3 and 4

Day 3

I forgot what we did, but we lagged a lot during this day.

Had this auction thingo in the morning, whereby we’ll use our money we have earned (from ’sponsorships’ and the causeway point signatures) to auction for items we want for our “actual event”.

Auctioned for really stupid items like “Maryln’s signature” and snoopy and a dragon softoy and what not.

To think all these items actually fetched up to a few thousand dollars HAHAHAHA.

 

After the auctioning we came up with a skit, which was the representation of our actual Come Wheelabout event

Good job guys we did great!

 
Had Campfire at night and it was really fun~~

Our group won the best cheer and our prize was to spell our group name with our butt.

What the shit.
Our group also won the fashion parade thingo.

CLEMENT AS MARILYN MONROE~~~~~~ HAHAHAHHAHAH. Funny shit.

Wait till I get the pictures!
Oh and during the campfire our angels revealed themselves to us!
Yup played angels and mortals throughout the camp~~
My angel was a team facil but she went home early ):

Didn’t get to see how she looks like!

But thanks Julian anyway~ for passing the gift from her to me.

HAHAHAHHA. I helped Veron wrote her first letter to her mortal, Darren, cos she didn’t know what to write.

It was utter nonsense and it went something like this “…I don’t know who you are. Can you stand in front of the envelope now and shout your name so I would know who you are?”

I totally laughed my heads off when Veron and I saw his WHAT-THE-HELL? reaction after he read the letter , somemore he went to show it to his groupmates LOL. 

 

Okay lah third day was damn short ):

Was supposed to have a night trail! BUT THEY CANCELLED IT ):
But Alicia told us that Camp Challenge used to be an ex prison and a woman got killed in 1974.

So the initial nightwalk,we’ll be given clues and gotta find info of when and how the woman got killed and details about the woman.
COOL RIGHT.

But it was cancelled

 

OH I REMEMBERED NOW.

We had this community Boccia game.

Bet you don’t know what it is. I’m lazy to explain too, so you shall go research.

It’s basically a game played with blue and red balls Great for the elderly.

 
Day 4

Didn’t do much today, except for cutting our team flag so that each of us gets a piece each.

LOL Yuqi~!

And each of us gets a piece!
Alright, almost forgot to mention.

We did an amazing thing on the last day as a whole ACE.

Are you ready?

 

We formed the largest human caterpillar chained heart shape and went into the Singapore book of Records!!! WOOHOOOOOO~~~~

They even invited Razor TV down to film us doing it and supporting the entire heart with our hands only

HAHAHAHAH HAPPY HAPPY. I went into the Singapore book of Records twice in 1 month! HOW COOL IS THAT!

 
Had a camp debrief by Gerry Potter who talked to us about the theme of ACE.

We were Jokers when we first arrived in the camp, and on the last day all of us transformed into knights!

I liked what he said, “…transform you all into knights that put themselves aside for the greater good.”

It’s true that every kingdom there’d be a king and queen and all sorts of royalties, but it’s the knights that are the most noble ones cos they sacrifice their lives~
AWWWWWWW I’M A NOBLE KNIGHT NOW!

 

YAY.

Ah yes this is how I’m gonna end my post.

Every single camp that I’ve been to, I bring back different sorts of experience and feelings and memories which cannot be fully penned down in words.

At least there’s still ACP (after camp programme)~ that’s why I don’t feel damn sad after the camp~
(Usually I will cos the friends that you meet there will probably never meet again :X)
*Alright pictures in next post!!