I can’t think of a title

Even the most patient person has got a limit.

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Never mind Joycelin,

keep your cool.

You can’t afford to go crazy and scream the hell out of you,
although I know how much you want to.

I know at the rate things are happening,

you’re bound to break down.

One day.

 

But stay strong.

 

*****

 

within sixteen days from missing you ♥ (Zhenqin) says:

bt it seems yr cca kinda affects you alot

within sixteen days from missing you ♥ says:

everytime on cca day see your pm like emoemo de haha

 

 

Pretty much.

 

Gayle: You know I realised, your life’s is all about NCC and Interact.

 

 

Many things regarding my CCAs run through my mind every single day.

Sometimes I wonder, if I’m really up to it. 
I think I’ve put in my best but come to think of it
 I haven’t been making constructive  effort to improve, to change, to progress.

This truth was hit right smack in my face yesterday during one of my many emo sessions on the bus home.

 

And when I see the disappointing results of that situation,
I ONLY HAVE MYSELF TO BLAME.

For not thinking of ways to change. For staying put. For the lack of initiative.

 

It’s time to put myself into good use.

 

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I know all of you readers are sick of my self-reflection blog posts already.

Explains the dip in blog hits

How realistic all of you are huh.
No pictures/interesting stuff to look at then don’t bother coming.  

 

But nah, it’s alright

I’m just an ordinary student anyway.

Not Xiaxue, not some high life clubber, not some controversial or prominent figure in school.

What do you expect me to post?

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During a normal Language Arts Lesson,

 

Mrs Faith : (Points to the Flintstones) Okay what kind of family is this?

Class: (thinks, or maybe not)

Gayle: Threesome.

Class: (BURST OUT LAUGHING)

Gayle: (laughs but gives the huh look) I always thought it was threesome!

 

That’s Gayle.

It’s quite long ago, but still VERY FUNNY HAHAHAHA.

 

I’m actually very tired

But surprisingly I was pretty happy for the whole day in school.

Good job Joycelin!

 

 

Hmm let’s see.

Biology class today was pretty cool cos Mr Chow dissected the pig’s eye for us to see (He looked psychotic. But it was hilarious~!).

And hahaha I didn’t know inside our eye we have this piece of contact lens lookalike which can magnify things :X

Math was -.-

But hey doing math with Xinmun is very interesting (!)

We kept confusing each other and doing the WRONG things together.

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Me: (finished one question of Differentiation.) Eh what’s your answer ah?

Xinmun : (Shows me answer. We got the same answer.)

Me: But it’s different from Mr Lim’s leh!

Xinmun and I : (stares at own answers for 30 seconds. )

Xinmun: 
… … AIYA NVM WE CORRECT LAH!

And then we’d just assume we were correct and move on to the next one.

Bagus.

We were confusing each other during Chemisty also hahahah so fun~

 

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Watch this. CHONNY RULZXZXZ!

 

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Alright I couldn’t be bothered to blog much.

I know my blog has been boring without pictures lately.

But that’s my life now.

You’re sad for me I know.

 

But anyway if you’re bored, you can watch all of Chonny’s videos! Super entertaining~!

 

I’ve got trouble thoughts

I think I have lost the ability to talk.

My school! Can you please give us some oral presentation assignments?
I need to find back my confidence to talk!

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Y’know,

some gaps once widened,
can never close up again.

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When the facades start revealing,

I get really scared.

I never knew nor can I foresee what’s gonna happen next.

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It’s that same old empty feeling.

Where are all of you?!

*****

 

Alright as all of you can tell,

my life is not anywhere near its peak.

 

Probably cos everyday is just plain ol’ school.

Hate it.

I want back my busy life!

In the past, I could look forward to upcoming NCC events or Interact activities everyday.

(Or at least, I would have something to do to keep me occupied.)

 

NOW?

School,

Lessons (including listening to Mr Lee talking about metals. Frankly speaking Mr Lee, I don’t get a single thing.) ,

Home,

Homework.

It’s so routined and I’m sick of it already zzzzz.

GAH WORK! PLEASE START PILING UP!

(Hah. Ironic, no?)

 

 

 

 

CNY episode 1

I don’t really make a big deal out of Chinese New Year.

 

The best part about this festival is frankly,

the angbaos.

 

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Went out with my parents and visited 2 temples in a row.

Not a fan of the crowded and smoky temple in Bugis.

 

 

I mean, did you all watch the news?!

The people were mad about getting the first joss stick stuck in the incense pot (!)

 

 

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After that travelled to my Uncle’s house.

Got really bored over there cos majority of the people there were people I don’t know

And there were no people to play card games with me D:

There were a few adults who were playing Blackjack, but their bets were high like shit zzz.

Anyway I never gambled during CNY. So guai right.

 

 

Yeah I know.
I’m proud of this achievement

This year is different though. I’m saving all my money up to buy a new camera hohohoho.

I better persuade my mum to let me keep the money.

 

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Oh did I tell you that I suck with handling babies?!

Toddlers/children I still can manage.

 But I can’t carry babies! :O

 

The star of the day ABEL CHONG keeps sleeping!

Couldn’t even take a proper picture of him.

 

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My paternal relatives are coming over tomorrow.

Damn,

 another camping in my room day.

 

 

On a brighter note (or not) , I’ve got lots of homework to help me kill time!

 

eating together

Thank god for Chinese New Year.

 

It’s always very heartwarming to eat together as one whole family.

Me, my Pa, my Ma and my Ah Nei (which is granny in hainanese) .

For the past year it’s always either :

1. I eat out with friends

2. I eat alone at home cos I always reach home way past dinnertime

On other occasions my granny doesn’t eat with us cos she’s out playing mahjong

 

Heh so every year during reunion dinner I’ll eat till ultra full,

cos that also means I’d sit in front of the table for a longer period of time.

 

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It’s Chinese New Year in about an hour’s time!

I hereby wish everyone GONG XI FA CAI.

and of course not forgetting,

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

HONG BAO NA LAI!!!

 

But my angbao money this year sure dip like hell.

(Oops cannot swear on CNY! HAHAHA) 

eve of the eve

WOOHOOOOO MY DARLING IS BACK TO ME~~!

 

 

 

 

 

 

No more BSOD, baby.

 

To hell with you.

*****

 

Yesterday – CNY Celebrations!

School was pretty lame cos we had an hour and twenty minutes of supposedly Math lesson.

Ended up as a gossip/game session with some of my classmates

Don’t ask me why girls like to gossip so much. We just do.

After that the Interact Excos received a very first minute sms telling us to attend to the elderly (note: Elderly, not elderlys or elderlies. HEY I DO LISTEN IN F GOH’S CLASS ALRIGHT).

 

Being in the Interact Club allows me to learn many things.

 

Yesterday I learnt that I suck at interacting with the elderly.

Zzzz.

Wuyi and I were trying bloody hard to understand what they were trying to tell us cos most of them couldn’t speak Mandarin or English.
And they spoke hokkien.

I only understand Cantonese.

‘nyway, met up with Katherine, JH and HY to go travel to Yanyu’s house for gathering(!!)

Hmm let’s count the number of people who went :

Me
Kath
Alvin
Junhao
Hueyyiing
Zhiwei
Hongliang
LinJin
Joshua
Weizhou
Yanyu

(Gosh did I miss anyone out?!)

11 out of 42. Hmmmmm.

It’s always the same few of us who meet up every twice a year but who cares,
yesterday was kinda funny

Not to mention I lost money in Blackjack -.-

 

(The following pictures were sent from Alvin. Don’t puke.) 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The T.T face. (according to alvin)

 

Wah shit, the more I stare at this face the more I feel like slapping him.

HAHAHAH OKAY NEXT PLEASE~

 

LOL damn you Joshua.

What was that for!

Do you know that I cannot stand you yet I cannot stop laughing when I see you? HAHAHAHA.

 

HEY PEOPLE LET’S TAKE A PROPER GROUP PHOTO THE NEXT TIME WE MEET OKAY~~

 

 Katherine suggested we go to the library to do homework. 

 

Okay lah I don’t mind actually. 
Heh.

Stayed around at Yanyu’s house all the way until 6pm and then went off to meet Ngo at Westmall for meeting.

We were really efficient in getting our things done okay (!)
After which we hung around at Macs to talk. 

Don’t worry Ngo

 

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Today! – CIP?

Travelled all the way to BUKIT MERAH on bus 961.

Killer ride (it was super long, though I was sleeping throughout).

It was weird when we got off the bus.

I only had one thought,
“I want to grow 40 years older. Right now.”

 

The average age of the people we saw there were around 50 plus can -.-

Alvin and I totally stood out like ducks around a bunch of chickens.

 

Okay that was supposed to be a translation of some chinese idiom by the way.

 

We managed to find Blk 162 somehow and waited for the lift which took forever to come.

Heaven was playing a trick on us man.

We reached TOUCH’s office and it was closed -.-

So we went around the 5th floor trying to find if there’s any other offices.
And I got freaked out cos the place is like some haunted abandoned building zzz.

Later on someone came and told us the Character Development department is closed on Saturdays.

 

Damned.

 

(But turns out, Grace called the person IC and she said we could go over every saturday for the next 6 months to teach tuition~)

 

End up we went to have breakfast (and actually our lunch too) at the hawker’s.

 

Like I said being in  Interact Club teaches me many things.

Lesson learnt today :
Never eat with Alvin at the hawker’s again.
EVER.

As usual, chatted quite a bit with him.

Damn funny, I never knew Mdm Sharifah slapped Nivatha because she stole Alvin’s wallet before. HAHAHA.

 
We did the craziest thing after we ate :

 

WALKED TO VIVO.

 

Okay actually I only suggested to walk to Parkway Parade cos we ate so much I want to burn off fats.

But we stupidly walked one big round around some Henderson buildings and ended up back at the same place.

So we decided to just walk straight and go to Vivo.

 

It was insane,
I shall go check the directory and see how far we walked later.

1 Hour of walking leh wah piang.

 

*****

 

HILARIOUS MOVIE.

We don’t know why it was NC16 though, stupid ratings zz.

Had so much trouble getting the tickets. But thank god we met a  great angmoh samaritan

Alvin said he’s going to marry an angmoh woman to show his gratitude (hahahah I heard that okay!).

 

It’s really really funny, despite the strong Malaysian accents and mixture of dialects,
which made it funnier actually.

Basically it was about these 3 men who wanted love.

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The lead character thought that love = sex.
But actually he couldn’t do it with his wife.
Had squabbles and one of them went to find gigolo and the other one got into trouble with an underaged girl.

The gigolo part was super super funny!

MARK LEE YOU RULEXZXZ!

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The lead’s son (Benny, who watches porn -.-) had a crush on this girl called Jennifer who was his friend’s gf.

One fine day he saboed his friend so to seek revenge, he sent Jen to go seduce Benny.
Made him do some striptease and posted it up on youtube.

In return, Benny posted Jen and his friend’s sex video up.

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The lead character’s godbrother was a casonova.

He liked Benny’s teacher.

But at the same time, he was flirting with this girl called pussycat -.-

The funniest part about him was the nightmare about castration (!)

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In case you have not realise, I left out all the parts hanging in the air.

SO GO WATCH IT.

Guaranteed laughter non-stop.

 

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Big asshole lah you.

I can’t believe you actually lie your way through girls.

Tsk, I despise guys like this.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I wanted to make it go away

It gets really disheartening when people around me are depressed or feeling bitter
 yet I can’t do anything to cheer them up.

D:

 

To everyone reading this blog who has something bugging them :

PLEASE CHEER UP.

 

Life’s more than just getting frustrated at little things, rejections, school stress, getting pissed off with certain people etc.

When you’re affected by all these stuff,
think of all the other happy things that had once happened.

Life is too short.

So instead of being all sad or grumpy,

why not feel blessed that you’re still living and there’s so many more opportunities for you to make a difference in your life?

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I feel so wise today

 

Probably because I’ve witnessed two funerals in a row.

One happened a few days ago, opposite block.

It was a typical Chinese funeral, with loud clangings of cymbals and  chanting.

Irritating, yes.

 

 

Sorrow, yes.

Pity, yes.

 

Yesterday I came to know of one of my Indian neighbour passed away when I saw the casket company people under my block.

The family didn’t plan a funeral.

I walked past all my neighbour’s relatives.

None of them spoke.

It was so peaceful.

 

Departures really make me cherish life a whole lot more.

What if you see me today,
but not anymore tomorrow?

Because life is so unpredictable,
I told myself to stay happy.

Although there’s this one major problem (and a few minor ones here and there) bothering me, but everything will turn out fine in the end I suppose.

(Or is it irreversible? We’ve commited that mistake for more than a year already.)

 

Anyhow, life still goes on.

 

*****

I still remember the day my maternal granny passed away.

I made a decision.

And it was the biggest regret in my life.

 

Till now I still grieve over it. I cry sometimes when I think of it.

But it thought me one lesson :

“Never  be selfish. Always think of others and prioritise.”

 

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Don’t worry everyone. I’m not emo.

CNY celebrations tomorrow~~!

QUIZ. yes i’m bored and don’t wanna sleep

The rules:
Bold the statements that are true to you
Italicize the statements that you WISH are true
Leave the Fibs alone

 

I miss somebody right now.
I don’t watch TV these days.
i own lots of books. (yeah selling off my books. Who wants them?)
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I’ve tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.  (Alot of times actually)
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (I changed my mentality ever since Sec 1 I guess. hahahah)
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’m totally smart. (HAHAHA I’m Smartie Wong remember?)
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes. (But I’d try to reassure myself)
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now. (To buy a camera? Hell yeah.)
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D. (Perhaps.)
I like the way I look. (Yeah. I’ve pretty much given up on improving how I look. Hahaha)
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings. (HEH YES YES YES)
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends. (I need to know how to maintain friendship though)
I am currently single. ( And unavailable.)
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I don’t hate anyone. I dislike them.
I’m a pretty good dancer.
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the “South Park” movie.
I would die for my best friends. (Define the word “best”)
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friends’s ex.
I am happy at this moment!
I’m obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who i am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can’t live without black eyeliner.
I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can’t whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake’s slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can’t stand at least one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I’m an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex. (”like” as a friend.)
I love being happy. (Who doesn’t?)
I am an adrenaline junkie.

 

Heh. It’s going to be  12am.

My mum’s gonna kill me if she wakes up anytime now.

 

And I want my ci

CID4 (Proper) Lesson 1

 CID4 (for readers who don’t know, it’s basically project work in RV)  is indeed interesting.

Not only do you get to choose from many categories (eg. Museum Guiding, Service Learning, various Science projects blah blah),

you are required to document your weekly lessons’ reflections in the form of blogging.

-.-

 

Okay never mind. It’s rather interesting anyway.

Though I don’t think many students will remember (unlike me) and do it diligently every week.

 

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Whatever. I’m resisting every urge to crap and type irrelevant thing here cos Mr Choy and god knows who will be reading my blog.

(Ah yes I’m revealing my blog to the teachers, but I have nothing to hide anyway~)

 

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By the way, I’m not in Service Learning cluster albeit my interest in joining in the first place.

I’m in IDEAS IN ACTION.

Basically it’s just coming up with this really innovative idea and bringing it to life.

Best thing about it is if your idea is selected (Note: SELECTED), you get $2500 funding by CitiBank to make whatever you want to make!

 

Alright anyway,

today was the first official lesson on CID4 we had I guess.

Met in LT1 to watch this 2 videos from Ted.com about generating ideas.

Pretty cool stuff.

Like a magic mirror in Prada.
You turn one round in front of the mirror and instantly it would capture your image of your back view and display it on the screen beside the mirror.

And there was this man called Jeff Han that created this useful touch screen thing and you can use all your fingers to create images/objects/enlarge whatever thing inside.

 

Looking at all those ideas made me really amazed.

LIKE DAMN, how come their brains can generate such great ideas and mine is blocked.

Zzzz.

 

My group seriously needs to come up with ideas real quick :/

 

 

I’M GREATLY AMAZED

Yes yes Joycelin Smartie Wong is posting.
AREN’T YOU GLAD?!

 

Finally after weeks of procrastinating my computer is finally seeing the doctor!

(And it’s my dad who brought him to ACER clinic. So much for saying I would do it yeah?)
It’s not going to come back until a few days later D:

 

Don’t be surprised, I’m not currently camping at someone’s house to use the computer to blog.

 

I still have my old computer remember?!???

(acutally I forgot, until my dad reminded me heh) 

 

Very ancient computer, it’s like WINDOWS 2000?

It’s 2009 now, oh god.

 

But who cares at least it doesn’t crashes

If it does I’ll just go kill myself.

 

To illustrate how bad condition my old computer is:

CPU lying on the floor which prevents me from sitting in front of my computer.

I’m sitting on the floor now by the way.

Thanks Acer for the wireless keyboard and mouse.

(If only you could make computers that don’t crash I’d love you more.)

 

Gross, I’m feeling yucky all over cos I had not bathe.

Neither had I done any homework. I don’t even know if there’s any :X

Sec 4 life has been pretty cool, I slacked for the past 2 weeks already.

And sorry Mr Chan, I slept during your lesson today.

 

 
I swear I won’t take Geog in Year 5.

 

 

HEY 6 DILIGENT ARE WE MEETING UP FOR CNY? GO MRS KOH’S HOUSE (!)

 

Oh by the way,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANYU, YANHUA AND JULIA!~~