give me one more chance to make it right
i guess i need that shot of confidence which i had back in spec course.
RIGHT NOW.
i need it right now.
i just can’t dissapoint them.
****
never mind, i guess i’m better right now (:
thanks for talking with me over the phone shirleen. hahaha.
and staff janice, thanks alot 
****
life’s been rather screwed.
i’m in for chinese remedial because of my lousy compo wtf (but i didn’t even fail okay!)
then today, i realised my linear law worksheet (which was given in may) was not even completed,
and i have totally no idea what desmon is going through about coordinate geometry.
i really feel like spilling the 4 letter f word out of my mouth now.
fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine
(LOL i learnt this lame thing from liejun.)
i’m going to be fine.
i guess (?)
*****
i really don’t know how to express my love for my dearest platoonmates.
they gave me a shock today
but it was kind of pleasant.
YAY THANK YOU I LOVE YOU CHARLIE.
(staff i want pictures!)
shit, i have so many things to rush out now.
BYE.
not to self : please don’t screw up for ncc day parade tmrw. please.
holy cow
alright, let me explain my previous post.
****
this afternoon when i went online,
i suddenly got added into this mass convo (which scares me by the way, cos they’re welcoming me in a funny way).
click to enlarge.
and then somemore had to suggest we play dare.
click to enlarge.
shirleen, being the ever-so-nice-and-totally-not-evil girl, came up with my dare,
which was to put this particular guy’s picture as my display picture all the way until 8pm.
zzz.
by the way, i’m not interested in the guy don’t worry.
but never mind, no big commotion created.
HENG AH.
(eh this dare no kick leh. do another one next time )
i was just kidding.
*****
anyway, i’ve more or less done most of my holiday homework (there wasn’t much in the first place actually),
which is a good thing i guess.
oh, and i’m ready to get screwed by the teachers tomorrow.
one thing for sure,
golden pig is going to nag at me when she sees me tmrw cos i was supposed to hand up my compo and letter BY tuesday,
but i only asked alvin to help me hand up my compo :/
cool, it’s been so long since i last had a shelling from teachers.
school life has been so dull with no fun at all.
i remember once in p5 i was asked to stand up with a few others (huixin, weizhou, peirce, and dunno who) in class
and mrs koh started scolding us.
why?
cos it was during split class (it was so stupid i can’t believe there was such a thing last time) and we were sitting in the back of our neighbour class.
we were so bored that we started throwing paper balls at the back of the class at each other and made a lot of noise.
then that teacher pointed to huixin and said
“YOU! WRITE DOWN ALL THEIR NAMES (BUT NO NEED WRITE YOURS) ON A PIECE OF PAPER AND PASS IT TO ME! I’LL PASS IT TO MRS KOH TMRW.”
can’t believe last time like that also can get scolded.
now teachers can’t wait to hear us make noise in class.
****
yo there’s cca tmrw and i can’t wait to see my charlie platoonmates
they are the only people that can make me happy and emo (like an everybody-cry-together situation) and so affected all the time.
kawalan kerhormatan
it feels so weird to wake up and realise,
“hey there’s no syfoc training today.”
instead,
i woke up with my mother shouting
“EH 几点了？！吃饭啦！”
(what time already?! go eat lunch lah!)
her voice is more effective than my 2 alarm clocks.
i woke up at 1.30pm today.
not to be blamed though, i slept at 3am please.
like i always say,
as a pig, i need 10 hours of sleep.
I ACHEIVED THAT WOOHOO!
***
but on a serious note,
i really don’t mind waking up early in the morning to travel to yiochukang and meet my beloved platoonmates
and then walking into hq together,
fixing the rifle sling/bayonet on the rifle (i still suck at it wth)
running in and out of singapore indoor stadium before and after each rehearsal.
training our rifle drills outside in the sun (i swear i was cursing sir jim like mad when he made us hormat and didn’t want to rusok us back)
it was an experience i will really miss.
if only there was another chance.
****
the only thing i can do right now is to finish my holiday homework (YES IT’S HOLIDAY HW WTF)
no more ncc hq events any sooner.
D:
never mind.
NCC DAY ON TUESDAY!
can’t wait can’t wait :D:D
ps. monday there’s cca after school. i hope they will not tell us the thing i’m dreading to hear.
SYFOC 2008 (screams)
it officially ended today.
D:
being in the NCC guard-of-honour contingent with the other schools had really been an honour to me.
all the past few trainings at hq and at the indoor stadium had not beem wasted.
WE DID A VERY GOOD JOB GIRLS (!)
everyone in the contingent was damn cool.
i like the way we are all so helpful to one and another
and our mamms and sir jim (sister LOL) were super super nice.
i like the way they crack jokes with us and kept motivating us to work harder,
especially mamm xiaowei.
yay.
best thing was,
everyone was telling us we did a wonderful job yesterday and today.
so proud of us.
NCC GOH GIRLS CONTINGENT FOR THE WIN!
it’s (may be) the last time we can march together already.
sigh so sad.
*****
damn, i wonder when i can touch the rifles again.
OH BY THE WAY, GOOD NEWS.
i’m not scared of the bayonet anymore! hahahahah.
right, that was stupid, but whatever i’m so glad i overcame my fear yay.
*****
PICTURES!
(i will try to get the pictures of us in no 1 ASAP.)
the 7 of us and hooichoo!
YAY KELLY!
like what she said,
we are very fated
i first met her at campfeast (autobots 2!) last year , though we didn’t talk a lot at that time D:
then i saw her at orienteering competition.
LOL didn’t talk, just smiled.
good enough cos i didn’t thought that she would remember me.
then this year spec course same platoon again (alpha 1!)
we got to know each other better this time round,
especially during the last day’s SAF talk LOL.
kelly : (stretches out hand) eh, no matter what happens, we are still friends okay.
during the interviews,
it made me so emo,
both kelly and kendrick were my good friends during the course and it just didn’t felt nice to fight for the award with them.
somemore the sirs made it sound so bad. gah.
i still haven’t got over this incident D:
and now, SYFOC
we marched side by side somemore.
kelly was really funny and lame at the same time.
especially yesterday, she knew i was damn full and cannot eat lunch,
then she passed me one packet of food and went “NA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCELIN!”
i stunned.
kelly : eh don’t miss me ah.
gah i will miss her D:
hopefully we’ll see each other again during other ncc events.
kelly and AJ (with sophy in the background, SPOT HER LOL)
spec course alpha 1
they are freaking sweet lah.
i was at yck cheers and i heard aj calling “JOYCE! JOYCE!”
then i went out and they gave me a bar of chocolate.
“HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY”
awwwwwww it was so nice of them!
kelly : you like cadbury chocolate, i remember
give me a million reasons why one shouldn’t adore kelly.
it’s still lying on my bed right now.
maybe i’ll sleep and roll in it later.
right, just kidding don’t worry.
ANYWAY
people kept asking me and shirleen about the silver wings badge.
cos apparently we were the only 2 who got it cool right.
person a : hey what is this ah? the top badge.
me : silver wings.
person b : wah how you get one ah?
me: uh, i went to a course. some air proficiency course.
then got one girl super joker.
girl : eh what’s that bird one ah?
HAHAHAHAH.
okay i’m just posting this for the sake of posting.
just thought that they looked super pretty here
(ahem, you-know-who, in case you read my blog,
the left one’s vale, right one’s feei,
so which one you talking about the other time? LOL)
OKAY IT’S 3 IN THE MORNING RIGHT NOW I BETTER GO SLEEP EVEN THOUGH I’M NOT TIRED AT ALL COS MY MOTHER AND GRANNY (WTF) JUST OPENED MY ROOM DOOR. SCARED THE HELL OUT OF ME.
SYFOC NCC GOH 2008, HELL YA!
tired.
bad title for a post on my birthday.
but i have really been damn shagged after all those endless rehearsals.
:/
ANYWAY TODAY WAS SYFOC PREVIEW !
we did a good job girls GOH!
everybody kept telling us that
YAYYYYYYYYYYYY.
*****
alvin : at first there was two groups
you all wearing the pants de
then got one more wearing the skirt de
then we say the pants confirm not you all de
cos from our angle
they all look SUPER BLACK
so we concluded they were banglahs
or malays
LOL
me : WALAU WE VERY BLACK MEH
sorry if the comments sounded racist.
rv people are like that.
although i’m perfectly alright with other races
I SWEAR (!)
our contingent’s malay girls are so freaking funny (OMG FF ALERT!)
****
right, i shall be frank here (nothing to hide anyway zz)
truthfully i thought that the rgs girls were rather snobbish on the first few trainings (okay maybe not yujia, cos i knew her beforehand) .
and their voices are :O ,
undescribable.
but as days go by,
i realised they are not that bad after all ! yay.
at least they replied me when i talk to them (they ignored me on the first day wtf)
and they were really helpful hahahah
THANKS, especially those standing nearing me
*****
anyway today was a rather embarassing birthday for me,
but gah don’t care.
THANK YOU NCC GOH CONTINGENT HAHAHA.
and everyone that wished me happy birthday today. and yesterday
yay thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks.
okay i’m sad that i don’t have alot of pictures with me today.
I WILL GET OUR PLATOON PHOTOS FROM STAFF JANICE TMRW.
AND PROBABLY MAMM XIAOWEI.
we have the nicest mamms and sirs ever
bye i’m bloody tired.
yay us!
nice prank
i just hope i would see some holy thing descend upon me and tell me all the info i got today are fake.
****
i like syfoc practices even if it means waking up damn early to travel to ncc hq,
even if it means risking my face during rusoksenjata (i scared the bayonet poke my face. LATER DISFIGURE HOW?!),
cos i can miss bloody lessons and school! YAY
seriously i’m in no mood to study.
i don’t even know what the heck is coordinate geometry.
and i’m supposed to do chinese letter writing on ROMANCE OF THE THREE KINGDOMS NOW (!!)
chinese teachers like to give shit homework.
we’re supposed to write a letter to A CHARACTER IN THE BOOK/THE AUTHOR OF THE BOOK.
please, they’re already dead.
zzz
anyway, i can’t wait for tomorrow.
*changing class seating arrangement tomorrow. I BETTER BE SITTING SOMEWHERE GOOD.
lastly, i’m going to meet my beloved 6 other platoonmates
aww valerie’s not here!
NEVER MIND I GOT INDIVIDUAL SHOT.
yay valerie!
*****
damn, i’m so sleepy already.
maybe i should just heck that stupid letterwriting shit.
should i? D:
i’m done
for the whole of my holidays,
the only thing i’ve finished is my statistics poster.
(i can imagine how your face looks like after reading the above)
anyway, i like surveys.
especially the collating of results part.
there’s bound to be some interesting answers all the time.
(click to enlarge)
i guess this person most probably hates me.
and i always thought i was a likeable character.
*****
i was walking on the streets a week ago,
and i realised that the latest fashion in town is this (!) :
double coloured skinny jeans!
sH0 c0L0urfuuL W0rXXzzX
eUu sH0uLd GeT 0nE tuUuU.
just kidding.
anyway typing in twit is super tiring.
i rarely see people typing in twit language anymore.
(must be those lians found out that people discriminate and laugh at them)
but if you would like to revive those memories,
please visit MUSEUM OF TWITS and read their archives
****
ANNOUNCEMENT
i’m willing to pay 100 bucks for anyone who can finish ALL my homework by 8pm tonight (6 more hours approx).
QUALITY WANTED.
anyone?
chuck away
i must be mad.
instead of doing my homework,
i’m actually watching DIGIMON ADVENTURE.
but who cares,
i want to revive my childhood.
i’m back (?) finally
time for a proper post!
alright have been real busy these days cos i thought i was a superwoman and kept attending/joining different events/activities and packed my own holidays now i can’t breathe although i’m breathing now but heck that’s not the point the point is i’m neglecting my homework real badly and there’s only 3 days left.
(sorry if that took you alot of time to read but that was my purpose anyway.)
but you know what,
i can’t be much bothered about my homework.
i’ve got much better things to think about.
******
PROJECT L.I.F.E CHIANGMAI TRIP JUNE 08
okay, before i start, i have something to say.
I HATE TURBULENCES.
the plane from bangkok to chiangmai was practically bouncing up and down at one period of time.
i thought i was going to die (!) , so scary.
anyway get ready, lots of pictures ahead
DAY 1
SPOTTED.
2 gays wearing purple acting gay at the singapore airport.
look at the way he placed his fingers on the glass pane (!!)
and guess what,
they were going to bangkok.
(i no need go thailand can see these kind of things already. interesting.)
jetstar asia.
better than tiger airways, trust me.
although the air stewardess looks like a rubber ducky when they demo that lifejacket thing (as quoted from alvin)
bangkok airport.
the sec 3 gang minus alvin the camgigolo.
bangkok airport is kinda nice actually
just that whereever you walk,
you can see transvestites.
most likely their operation failed or they went to the cheapo kinds,
cos one look at them i can tell they were men ONCE.
we went to eat lunch here.
i got myself a THAILAND POPIAH. okay lah it’s supposed to be called FRESH SPRING ROLL.
okay fast forward.
when we reached chiangmai, we took lorries which will send us to the mountains.
I LIKE LORRIES
nicole, shirlynn and alvin.
LOL all of us were infected by the SPASTIC disease (it’s an acronym by the way heh)
our lorry is called the F(RANTIC TR)UCK by the way.
it starts with a F and ends with UCK and gets you all excited!
we were all high-ing on the way to the village
this is thai lays.
there are exotic flavours like BBQ SPARERIBS and BEEFSTEAK.
that’s mandy and xuqin! ignore me.
okay then we changed to another lorry.
MORE EXCITING AND FUN
the kind of road mud we were travelling on.
see, we were sitting like that.
it moves so fast that this is the picture i get when i try to capture one.
anyway the scenery up there is beautiful.
you must have never seen these before.
even clouds also so nice
we saw rainbows up there for 3 days.
cool right.
*******
okay i can’t post the pictures in chronological order anymore.
it’s a waste of time cos my pictures in photobucket are all messed up.
grrr
the kind of toilets we were using.
this is taken by alvin by the way. it’s the guy’s dorm toilet.
it’s the same as ours, minus the spiders and flies and ants and one plastic bag containing sanitary pads.
i don’t mind these kind of shit-in-a-hole and no flushing system kind of toilets,
but WALAU EH CANNOT THROW TOILET PAPER INSIDE WHAT THE HELL.
somemore i was lausai-ing for 2 days. grr.
have to wipe your ass and put the toilet paper at one side,
then bring out to the trash bag and throw.
not to mention i was having my periods at that time.
imagine what will people think if they see everything you were throwing.
gah so gross.
the miao tribe’s traditional costume.
tongjing, wuyi, alvin.
HAHAHA SO CUTE RIGHT !
you cannot say no.
see we have to wash our own plates!
and the water will flow down the slope.
3 little pigs boars
the students at the school! cute right
the one on the left is super chio.
they all know how to look and pose in front of the camera hahahah.
okay except this one :/
we did hydroponics for the villagers!
but i have no idea what we were planting.
beansprouts?
hydroponics workers heh.
auntie A cooking
she’s damn nice, but i didn’t knew she(he) was our tourguide until the last day LOL.
aiyo this guy.
TSK.
hahahah
fishpond diggers.
day 1 of digging.
please look at day 4
the end result.
it was super deep seriously.
deeper than my height.
they kept taking tongjing’s honey stars LOL.
hahaha she’s so pretty!
we took this in the kindergarten room
LOL they were damn enthu to help us with the colouring.
then we just gave them their worksheets to colour.
DAMN CUTE RIGHT!
they were lining up for assembly!
i wanted to take pictures of these 2 girls because they are like big sisters to the rest of the kids like that.
squat there and refuses to let the other kids wash their plates, and snatched the kids’ plates away so that they can wash.
so nice.
sleeping kids
alvin was trying to emo with him what the hell LOL.
one of the meal we ate there.
simple yet delicious.
we were too hungry after the digging of fishpond to care whether it’s too bland or anything.
that little boy boy in front is seriously super super cute!
oh man i sound like a pedophile D:
nah, but i’m not sexually attracted to them.
all the kids and auntie A!
they treat her(him) like a goddess really.
there was one period of time, we were in the clouds!
damn cool right?
all the white thing you see in the background are clouds!
and when you stand outside you see white mist floating past you
DON’T YOU WISH YOU HAD BEEN THERE?!
we let out this lantern on the last night with the kids by the way.
it was so heartwarming, attaching our wishes at the bottom of the lantern, counting up to 10 and releasing it.
furthermore, the faces on those kids,
they were so excited cos they only get to release this during their new year,
and that is if they can afford them.
i got all emo and started tearing when i was releasing my second lantern cos uncle leslie came up and said
“okay, this lantern is for your family and friends. think about your parents at home.”
sigh, you never know what is precious to you unless you’ve lost it.
not that i’ve lost them though (TOUCH WOOD), but if you were in my situation and you’re emo, you’ll start tearing too.
mrs jasminechua, michelle, alvin, julia, me!
hahahah this boy damn cute,
when alvin takes pictures with him, he emos.
when i’m in the picture he smiles!
yay.
alvin, you’re lousier than me with kids! hahahaha.
after some royal project.
planted some grass to prevent soil erosion.
okay i look spastic.
that’s the grass by the way.
okay it doesn’t look like grass.
zzz.
i give alvin face.
pose so many individual shots for him.
i don’t do that usually.
for free.
HAH.
the excos
RV INTERACT CLUB!
okay end of post.
i know the pictures are seriously in random order but at least you get a clear picture of my overseas cip trip now
i didn’t go there to slack one okay!
it was fun in a way.
but i didn’t exactly enjoy it.
BUT.
i was so glad i went.
cos i learnt to appreciate singapore a hell lot more.
and my life.
and my parents.
and everyone and everything around me.
there are so many more people living in harsher conditions.
funny thing is they’re happier than us.
SIGH.
