July 13, 2009 at 11:32 pm
· Filed under emo shit, music
I don’t know what got into me actually.
Feeling really, heavy-hearted and troubled right now.
*After staring at this space for 3 minutes (though it feels like forever) I still don’t know how to express my thoughts*
It’s the same old lousy feeling.
That same old I-want-to-say-it-but-can’t feeling.
That same old … crap.
Seriously feeling like some crap right now.
Argh. Shall drown myself in music later.
The following song has no meaning to the above. Don’t make wild inferences. Or guesses.
Whatever.
So close so far – Hoobastank
I wake up all alone, somewhere unfamiliar.
Been gone so many days, Im losing count.
When I think of home, I see your face.
I know I have to wait
(Chorus)
So close, yet so far
Its tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close yet so far
Its tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you
I miss hearing your laughter
And all the little things
Forgotten what its like to hold you
Cause where I am right now so unforgiving
Its numbing everything
So close, yet so far
Its tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close yet so far
Its tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you
So promise
No matter how long it takes for me to get back to you
Youll wait for me.
I Promise
No matter how far away I go Ill come back for you
Just wait and see
I miss being at home
I miss your face
Dont think I can wait…
Were So close, yet so far
Its tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close yet so far
Its tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you
I promise,
Its tearing me apart
No matter how far away I go Ill come back for you
I promise
Its tearing me apart
What I would do-
What I would do-
What I would do to be there with you
Hooray to me for finishing ONE piece of e-learning homework!
Not forgetting to mention that e-learning day was yesterday.
But at least I scored 100% for that online math homework by my own means. No copying, no asking for help.
Pro right.
I need to get printer cartridges later on, otherwise I can’t print any homework from IVLE to do.
Now that I think of it, it’s quite an irony don’t you think?
We print out e-learning homework.
How e huh.
All the school did was to upload all our homework onto IVLE portal,
we log in, download the documents, do them and submit to the teachers on Monday.
Shouldn’t it be like,
we log in, download the documents, do them on whatever software in our computer, go back to IVLE and submit them?
Best thing is there’s no time limit!
Not saying that this whole e-learning day thingo is failed, since Chem and Math did it the proper way.
But it just feels like a long weekend with much homework.
Something inside this heart has died.
You’re in ruins.
I was supposed to go and sleep until Yuqi told me to come online to look at the permission letter that’s to be sent to his school~
I’m glad I have really efficient group mates~ Cos I checked my email and realised that Shan Shan has sent out the letter to SAVH too!
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Tomorrow’s e-learning day.
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This is bad.
I come home every single day,
shagged from a whole day in school (even though I’m dismissed at 2 everyday like ZOMG SO EARLY),
and then I have nothing to blog about.
All I do is, homework and more homework.
I don’t even feel like coming online
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!
At the most I just go to twitter and type my status and that’s it.
(My twitter update is just on the right >>>)
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But well, some updates and random facts as of now:
1. I’m currently using 4 internet browsers. And I don’t really like Opera.
2. Looking at some really interesting pictures on Facebook right now. Not porn.
3. I managed to finish reading one of Stephen King’s book, which is a great achievement (shouldn’t you applaud?) cos I never finished his books before.
4. I bought another book by Mitch Albom.
5. Tomorrow’s e-learning day. Stuck at home doing homework ON THE COMPUTER. Damn I hate that.
6. I ought to be writing off my sleep debts.
7. Interact’s installation is CANCELLED ): I can’t express how much hatred I have for H1N1 right now. Neither can I express H1N1’s stupidity in mere words.
8. North Korea’s a terrible country. I’m glad I’m learning it in Lang Arts lesson though~
9. I don’t know what to type already; I just want to make it till 10.
Have been busy rushing my HOLIDAY homework for the past few days.
I still have 2 chinese essays to do at night cos apparently my chinese teacher decided to turn really kind, and gave us extension of deadline on the initial deadline itself.
HAHAHAHA there were so many people grumbling cos they rushed everything out the night before.
Heng I smart only do half of the entire thing
Yesterday was NCC Day!
Changed into No.3 early in the morning and went to the General Office to read the NCC day message over the PA system~
I made a few mistakes here and there but damn it the message is 3.5 pages long.
Was sweating like shit while reading although it’s air-conditioned. Zzz too nervous.
The Part Cs met up with us after school to take pictures and they did something really sweet~
Shall blog more about it when I get hold of the pictures! QIAOWEI!
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Rotaract BBQ on 27 june!
Okay wait,
before I went for the BBQ, actually I was at Xin Mun’s house filming for the physics video.
LOL GAYLE, you had at least 23 retakes for the last part leh I just found out!! HAHAHAHA.
And then, guess whose picture I saw on the advertisement board at the bus stop.
Is this Yao Ming I see?!?!?!
Right, anyway, I travelled all the way from BUKIT TIMAH to PASIR RIS for the BBQ.
Was supposed to meet up with Veron and Alvin at 6pm but guess what,
ALVIN THOUGHT WE WERE SUPPOSED TO MEET AT MARSILING AT 6 -.-
So in the end we met up at 7pm
Blah blah blah we reached the club’s chalet and woohoooo I see no one I knew except for Pei Yan (though actually I also don’t really know her :X)
They hosted us pretty well lah, kept asking us to eat and eat!
The first person I noticed when we went into the chalet was,
Liz lying on the bed!
Ate and chatted with a few people over there.
Actually I also don’t know how I managed to sustain the conversation cos usually I have a hard time speaking with adults
Sigh I just realised I cannot attend their installation! ):
Doing a CIP on that day, hope it’s really fun cos I really don’t know anyone there! :O
Jinfu!
Alvin and I knew him since RYLA 2007 but this is actually the first picture we took! Zomg.
Thank you whoever-this-is for the really good food!
My birthday is on the same day as Michael Jackson’s death anniversary.
Well, here’s a song from MJ which I like a lot.
Mr Chan taight the entire 3J this song during music lesson.
Enjoy.
HEAL THE WORLD – MICHAEL JACKSON
There’s A Place In
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place Could
Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow
And If You Really Try
You’ll Find There’s No Need
To Cry
In This Place You’ll Feel
There’s No Hurt Or Sorrow
There Are Ways
To Get There
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better Place…
Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me
If You Want To Know Why
There’s A Love That
Cannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares For
Joyful Giving
If We Try
We Shall See
In This Bliss
We Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And
Start Living
Then It Feels That Always
Love’s Enough For
Us Growing
So Make A Better World
Make A Better World…
Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Dream We Were
Conceived In
Will Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once Believed In
Will Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep
Strangling Life
Wound This Earth
Crucify Its Soul
Though It’s Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God’s Glow
We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die
In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My Brothers
Create A World With
No Fear
Together We’ll Cry
Happy Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their Swords
Into Plowshares
We Could Really Get There
If You Cared Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
To Make A Better Place…
Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me
Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me
Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
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Sigh why my birthday post so sad one -.-
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Anyway!
TODAY’S MY BIRTHDAY WOOHOOO I’M 16 AND I FEEL OLD! :O
Thanks to every single one who either smsed, im-ed me on MSN or wished me happy birthday in person!!
Really made my day!! WOOOHOOO~
My day today was spent with:
1. Liqin in the morning at Vivo’s starbucks where we talked quite abit and she gave me like, THE BEST PRESENT I COULD EVER ASK FOR
HAHAHAHA no lah no lah Liqin, I was kidding (you know what I’m talking about~) BUT ANYWAY THANKS FOR THE SCRAPBOOK! I’m really very touched.
Just that never cry only.
2. Xinmun and Gayle at Gayle’s hometown, HOLLAND V.
Ate lunch, talked, walked around Holland V and ate ice cream at Cold Rock!
Woohoooo it was a treat!THANK YOU TWO~~
That time I ate it in Aussie was better though, I think cos the weather there was a lot less cooler.
I brought it back to the hostel it still didn’t melt o.o
But the one I ate today, once I got it from the man, it melted
3. People who couldn’t think of a name but chose this one aka my ACE camp group mates.
Hahahaha we had meeting at Midpoint Orchard (which was really hard to find btw), which was kinda SAD cos it’s my birthday! :O
But it’s alright since meeting was quite funny! And Clement (Wee)’s magic trick is a scam really.
Though I thought it was cool initially.
Oh and VERON! I LIKE YOUR GIFT~~ THANK YOU HAHAHAHA.
I was reading what you wrote and kept smiling to myself on the MRT train -.-
Oh oh and Pris! Thanks for that gift too!
Don’t be too stressed out with everything okay~~ The order of the people who couldn’t think of a name but chose this one will be supporting you always! 4. My parents! For a really late dinner outside.
Omg felt really bad for making them wait like super duper long~
But at least we had the dinner.
Yesterday I felt worst when I told them I cannot go for the dinner ALRIGHT AND MY BIRTHDAY ENDED LIKE THIS! A happy journey starts like that~
Didn’t really take many pictures except for those with Liqin! But I don’t think I’ll post them up cos I’m tiredddddddd.
Alright goodnight world.
Tomorrow will be a long day again. (Shoots I don’t have time to do homework at all.)
